Sunday, March 13, 2005

To Do's for good life

I'm just bored. I've watched to much Buffy(can it really be possible?) and I feel like I need to run screaming from my television (except that it is right beside me) Can't turn it off though, got Finding Nemo running with out the sound on. My life seems messy, yet I can't turn off my television. Evil modern culture.
I found this huge nest of kniting needles and I am having a very strong urge to want to learn again and make copious amounts of really long scarves(you know, cause summer is coming). AND I have the needles to make LEG WARMERS!!! Oh my, the possiblites. I also have large amounts of wool, left over from 53 years of a certain woman collecting interesting wool and then leaving it in bags or trunks to be pulled out and fondled once a year. See and this is something I can do to feel productive while watching TV. Now I just need to remeber how to knit...hummm!!!
I feel like my life if rushing forward, and I don't really feel like following it. I want to move forth, clean my house, go outside, do school work, read interesting books, journal, meditate, knit, do things with friends...but all of it requires effort and a certain progression of events. For instance...I really want to smudge my house, clear out illness and renew energies. But it dosn't feel right to smudge to spiritually clear/clean until the house is physically clean/clear. I really want to spend some time alone meditating and journaling and generally spending some good ole time with the coolest person here...me. But every time I go into my room I get extremely anxious and itchy, it is just so NOT feng sui in there right now, definatly not conductive to calming activities. I really want to spend more time with my good friends (and quality, not watching Buffy time, with my man) but I can't do that until I spend time alone.
So, order of business...
#1 Clean entire house...ok wait...when??? ok we'll deal with that snag later(why do we have to have jobs?...stupid jobs!
#Smudge/clear entire house and self
#2 Spend some good time with moi, meditating, reading, journaling, crying, you know NOT watching TV
#3Spend time with good friends who support me and don't drain me and are just down right the most wonderful people ever (you know who you are)
#4 Definatly learn how to knit again and make way to many scarves and leg warmers
That seems like a good list, perhaps I shall throw my brand new television away...wait, OK whoa!!! Can do list, still own television, for other times of woe later in life. Wow, that was close...

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